ujian bulan ramadhan

Good morning readers.

Lepas sahur , rasa tak mengantuk sebab dah tidur lama gila. Hehe. Ingat nak online dekat laptop sebab internet connection for blackberry 0-0. Suka la buat masalah line nie. Sabar je la. Nasib baik ada modem , so boleh la on dekat laptop.

On je facebook , tengok ada orang sent me a message. Private message. I pun bukak la. Message from one girl. 

Dia sangat obsess dengan one guy nie. That girl , telah mengugut I supaya jangan sekat jalan dia untuk dapatkan this guy. But , the guy doesn't like her and I'm pretty sure about that because that guy (sorry if there's too many "the guy" , "the girl") admire dekat orang lain , which is me la. Haha. :P

She's keep going kacau the guy and I. The guy told me everything that the girl merayu-rayu to take her to be his girlfriend. The girl cakap dia dah lama "usha" that guy since Form 3. The guy told her that he already had a special girlfriend just because tak nak dia kacau lagi. But , he was wrong that the girl still lagi kacau dia. Siap ugut lagi akan buat apa saja untuk dapatkan the guy. Nak doa supaya the guy berpisah dengan orang yang "tersayang".

Back to the private message she sent to me. The girl boleh cakap apa tau ,  

""the guy" nak ke dekat you ? Dia nak orang yang lawa je macam I. Setakat you , apalah sangat haha."

I was kinda shocked bila baca that message. She's too much ! Tak sangka sampai macam tu sekali.

I tak pernah sangka ada orang macam tu dalam dunia nie. Pakai tudung , muka lawa , educated lagi tapi macam tak ada maruah diri. Sorry to say that. Bila fikir balik pasal apa yang dah jadi tu , kelakar pun ada. But truly , pain inside me. Dengan orang macam I nie pun ada yang dengki. Padahal I tak pernah ganggu sesiapa. Apatah lagi nak ganggu relationship orang lain.

Manusia , manusia. Sanggup buat apa saja , gadaikan maruah diri untuk dapatkan seorang lelaki. Please la , menjatuhkan martabat wanita bertudung okay. Bawak-bawak la istighfar sikit. Bulan-bulan puasa nie tak elok la dengki-dengki , hina-hina orang. *sigh*

Apa pun , apa yang jadi nie , betul-betul menguji I. Apa yang I boleh buat is , doa and bersabar. #

one of my big family

Evening readers ! :) Nothing much to write here. Petang-petang macam nie boring pulak. 6th August 2011 , hari ke-6 puasa. So how's Ramadhan ? Hope everything's fine.

Time-time puasa nie , tak banyak benda nak buat. Maklumlah , saving energy. Nak pergi bazar pun liat. So , facebook , twitter and blog lah peneman setia. Hihi. 

Tengah tengok-tengok facebook , chatting sana-sini , tengok-tengok gambar , gambar-gambar masa sekolah dulu , awwhh...RINDU GILA..! Miss friends , miss my girls , and absolutely miss the moments. Banyak sangat kenangan masa dekat sekolah dulu. Especially bila classmates semuanya gila-gila bahasa , open minded , sporting..and "teachers" too. 

Orang selalu cakap bila kita di zaman persekolahan , tak sabar nak habis sekolah. Bila dah habis sekolah pulak , teringin nak back to school. And betul lah tu. Dah lumrah kan.

Entah bila boleh jumpa diorang semua. Masing-masing dah buat hal masing-masing. But glad semuanya ada facebook. And we have our own group. The Cekapians. That's what I call them.

Apa pun , Cekapians , no matter what happen , I , Noor Suhaida Fairuz Binti Abdul Wahab , will never ever forget you. InsyaAllah we'll meet again. 

-Lots of love , one of your classmates. xoxo.-

how to transform ?

Happy Friday everyone !

Day to day nak update , but no time. I was busy lately. Many things that need to be managed. If the previously I was busy with office work , but now I'm busy with my study case. Oh yea , I'm a college student now ! :)

I'm still new there. And there's many things yang I still tak tau. Baru seminggu belajar , alhamdulillah everything's just okay. Maybe sebab baru lagi kan so memang tak merasa lagi cabaran akan datang. Tapi alhamdulillah la semuanya berjalan lancar walaupun I've missed my first class on my first day.

Glad that kolej tu dekat je dengan rumah. So kalau nak ulang-alik pun tak ada masalah. But mummy nak I tinggal dekat hostel sebab dia nak I berdikari sendiri.

Well , is it hard actually to be independent ? Adakah semua anak bongsu adalah manja , tak boleh berdikari sendiri , semua benda nak bergantung dengan orang ? When they can't do things all by themselves , they will be blamed. Who should be blamed sebenarnya ? In my opinion , diorang sebenarnya tak salah. Sebab mereka yang pada awalnya dididik macam tu. So bila dari kecil mereka dimanjakan oleh parents diorang , memang kena redha lah bila hasilnya .....

One of my friend told me that hidup berdikari nie , ada nikmatnya. Yea I guess so. Okay , if itu yang mummy nak , I'll try. :)

Okay guys , that's all for now. Thanks for your time. Happy Fasting ! xoxo.